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Happy Birthday to Me

心一跳,心就開始煎熬〜

No no, this post is not gonna be emo. Because this post would be all about my birthday. Before I start, I wanted to say, none of my wish came through. However, I'm still happy and grateful. =)


Well I should start with my birthday eve. It's the 2nd day of Ronald's birthday thou. He invited some of his close friends to a dinner at Heirloom, a French and Japanese fusion fine dine restaurant. Of course I'm invited, otherwise why would I be writing this now? Silly. It's an eight courses dinner. We had much laughter with the present of everyone, it seems like a gathering than a birthday celebration.


After dinner, follow-up by the usual stuff. Of course it's clubbing. Ronald's booked the entire VIP lounge in Alumbra. The night was just awesome. Nothing better to describe but awesome. But the worst thing was me and Hayze have to walk this drunkard all the way back to King. Hmm... Well, it's a favor for the birthday boy. =P You owe me one. Nyahahaha!!! But, I'll make sure I never do this again. Walking back is a pain in ass. ><" No more. No more. Anyway, it was still a good night. A good good night. Besides the part about I puked in the club for the first time and luckily I didn't got kicked out. Phew~

Cassey called the next morning while I'm still nuaing in bed which I barely sleep that night. Cassey and the gang is bringing me to somewhere. Somewhere for some extreme sport- Water Rafting! I'm quite excited at the same time I'm anxious when I first heard about it because I'm not a swimmer. ><" Anyway, me, Cassey and Soon went up to Mansfield first. Kenyo, Mark and Mei Shi went after. We spent a night in Mansfield with steamboat and card game. Of course, it comes with a birthday cake surprise too. It was the only birthday cake I had this year. =)

Unfortunately, the activity was cut-off because the water level is not high enough. =( Well, I'm still happy about the trip. Really happy. Anyway, thank you guys. Love you all much. Muacks muacks muacks.

Finally, I would like to thanks each and everyone who remembered my birthday. While to those who don't remember, well, it shows how long we've gone. Cheers.

Oh ya! Talking about pressie. I'm very delighted about it. Haha!!! Thou, none of them are on my wishlist. But I'm grateful.


"YOU owe me. Because you never gave me a birthday pressie. Not even last year."
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I Love You All

It's 5am in the morning now. I just came back from another awesome night out with those who I really call them friend. They not only play with me, laugh with me, but they also gone through some difficult moments with me. when I'm down, when I met a difficult time, they are the one who made me smile and feel alive again. I'm grateful that my last year here in melbourne, I met them. These will be the most precious memories with me for my entire life. Thank you.

These are the memories that I'll being back with me and only we know how it's like.

I know, I'm being sentimental here. But this is what I wanna say to all my good friends.

Chaplin, our place. I wish, one day in the future, maybe 20 years or 40 years later, we'll still remember each other.

Perhaps some people will say these are just season friend, but season friend like them is something I'll treasure. I love them all. If you guys happen to read this, you know who you are. I love you all.

"I'm wet!!!" =P
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New Start

I just got a meow at home. I mean here in Melbourne. =) Thou it's not like what I wanted, which is a snow white munchkin. But it is just so adorable. Of course her name is not like what I wanted as well. But I named her. Her name is Smoochie.

noun

a kiss or a spell of amorous kissing and cuddling.

I love kiss and cuddle, very much. Which, I hope she is as cuddly and loveable pet she will be. She will be living with Debbie here in Melbourne. 

I applied for an internship program with a world renowned Marketing company in the States. In New Yoke to be exact. Some part of me wish I could get through and get a job there. At least for 6 months. It will be a remarkable experience. I'm sure it will be. But some part of me wish I couldn't, at least I don't have to think about the money part again and leave Malaysia again.

I always think about my future, everything is about my future. I'm a really selfish person. I know it. People said, life is not just about work. There are many more, family, friends and etc. But, now, I just want what is best for myself. Maybe I could live a life there, perhaps. I would still wanna try. I wanna give it a shot. Even if others disagree with me. I'll sort it out. I'm sure I could. I hope I could.

"Don't hurt her(me), anymore."  
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If You're Not Looking For Love, It'll Look For You

"This doesn't normally happen to me. I'd describe myself as an average guy, cute, tall and skinny. Average. I've been called cute but by people that I didn't take seriously. I was so surprised when she messaged me. She wanted to hang out with me! We met briefly through work  and made light conversation. But, there was something about me that she liked. I was so nervous for our first date. I was a mess. But sitting in her car I relaxed and conversation just flowed. It was so easy with her. I could be myself and not worry about how dorky I looked when I laughed or how uncoordinated I am. She loved every bit of me. I soaked it all in. Every time I get a text or thought about her my stomach would get all funny, like there were butterflies where organs should be. When she told me he had to go, I didn't know what to do. It's not like I fell in love with her after that short amount of time. But I was definitely in like with her. I can tell she's thinking about me when she texts me first or in the middle of the night. I get a goofy grin whenever I text her. If I didn't know any better I'd say I'm falling in love with her. She knows it too. I can't wait until she comes back :) This truly doesn't happen to me. But it did when I least expected it, if you're not looking for love, it'll look for you."
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I Had A Dream

I don't know why would I even dream about such thing. It's so ridiculous. Or perhaps deep down I wish it would happen. But, someone did this to me, doesn't mean I have to do this to them right? I would never do anything like this. But I believe, if it's meant to be, it will be.

I was watching Grey's Anatomy and come to realize I should have treasure what I have now. I'm really gifted. Thank god I have so many beautiful people and beautiful things around me.

" I heard your prayer. I'm blessed and loved."
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Least Expectation, Least Disappointment

My EQ needs to be elevated. I need to practice my EQ. I think my EQ is not high enough. Thou, I'm way better than a lot of people, but there're also a lot of people mastered it better than me. About work, about life, about interacting with people. Sometimes, I think I shouldn't take things so seriously. A word, a sentence someone said got to me so badly. Perhaps they are just kidding or it's nothing serious.

I've been very patient all the time. Perhaps not to some people. (ps. I'll rawr to you because I trust you that you won't get angry and mad of me. Hehe =P) anyway, people tend to get you mad, annoys you, or even irritates you. Why should it matters? If it doesn't hurt you physically, it won't harm you if your mentally strong and optimistic.

Many people said I'm pessimistic all the time. Because I've been taught to be prepare for the worst. But what I need to learn now would probably be to just let it be. What ever will be, will be. Stop worrying about what the future holds. Wait! I thought I left everything to god about the future? Why should I een worry? lol How silly of me.

Well, my birthday. Yea, it is my birthday. I thought I didn't want anyone to make a big deal. But I'll get upset when no one give a damn about it. I'm just ambivalent. It is not just my birthday, but Ronald's fall on 2 days before mine. Then, should I give a damn? Probably there'll be a big party for him. Well, I only wish for a dinner with friends. A nice dinner. Perhaps with some pressie as well. I always love pressie. I never deny that. But, i shouldn't expect too much. Right? Just wait and see.

But I still have a short wishlist here:
1. A munchkin.
2. A trip with spa to Avillion again.
3. A handmade pressie.
4. Leica D-Lux 5.
5. Prada Lux Saffiano leather bag with Snap Lock, Cameo color.

Hmm... I'll add on soon I guess. Nyahahaha!!!

I'm not expecting thou. =)

"I pray that, you could be healthy and it will never return. =)"