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手牽著手

"我不需要轟轟烈烈,只要細水長流,白頭到老。現在我有了轟轟烈烈,還會白頭到老嗎?"
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520

It's 520. 20th of May. It simply means "我愛你", "I Love You".

L.I.L.Y =)
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Updates

I got a new job. Yea, finally~ I haven't been doing anything except assignment and doing nothing. This is like the 8th offer I got in 4 months. @_@ isn't that lil bit too much? How can there be so many positions suit me? My new job is something I see myself doing perhaps. It's back to F&B. I see a lot of late nights and drinking coming around. Overall, I would say I enjoy my work, I like what I'm doing so far. Anyway, it's only my 4th day. Haha.

Yea. I'm playing on fire. The fire is getting fiery. I was about to put it off, but somehow I just can't let go of the warmness that the flame could offer.

Anyway, talking about life. Every year, it will come to a point where I'll be lost in direction of what I want in life. Is it love? Is it career? Is it family? It is actually just simply what I wanna do. I wonder what would I be graduating from a LLB somehow. I love what I'm doing now. It's like I'll ask myself sometimes, what's the point of studying law after all. I enjoy doing it of course. I love the sense of what law could offers in guiding people in life. Some people take it in a good way, it will leads to good. But people who play along with the line, it will leads you to hell. Eventually.

I'm a good person. At least I think I am and I believe I am. =)
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The Season of Break Up 4.0

People! Stop telling me you wanna break up ><" The best part is, in the end you guys never really break up. What's the point of having the urge but not doing it?

Well, I understand. Sometimes people tend to think twice. There might be a turning back, there might be a possibility, there might be a change, there might be better. We tend to give ourselves thousands and thousands of reason to not break the tie between ourselves and the person we once love so much. Maybe this is just me.

But come to think of it. If the situation is not as worse or the feeling is not fading, why would you even have the idea of breaking up? It has to come to the extend that, you couldn't tolerate any longer.

What's after break up?  Get a rebound? Be alone? Be friend? Be an unleashed girl? Get together with some who hates and bitch about it?

I chose to be alone. Not lonely, not lonesome. I have people around me. I thought about rebound, but it's just not me. It's not fair. It's not fair to that person who really loves me but I didn't love back. No matter how much you try, you just can't. I didn't bitch, really. I practically didn't say anything after that day. I don't hate. Not anymore. I don't blame either. Maybe not anymore. This is just me, I'm not saying everyone should be like this. But I find this is the best way to get over it. Call me a hypocrite. I am what they seen.

Well, it's been almost a year. Time flies~ 

"Bitching is fun, but it degrades you."