Gold Coast and Brisbane Getaway

Gold Coast and Brisbane Getaway

Well, again, I should have blog this a week ago since I came back from Queensland for almost a week already. 

This is one of the trips that I spent the most in my life. In Ringgit I mean. Well, it wasn't that bad in terms of AUD. LOL. We should've just spend $179 for our flight only, instead we spent $379 for it just because of the stupid and not trustworthy Tiger Airway got suspended till end of July. We got to get another flight back from Brisbane, which cost us 3 times more expensive than what we bought previously. Screw them!!!

Anyway, the trip started with Surfers Paradise. Well, it does has a lot of surfers over there. But I didn't really get to go to the beach at all. XD. Of course, coming to Gold Coast you have to go to Theme Park and Worlds. We did went to Sea World and Movie World. Rides, rides ,rides and shows, shows, shows. Apart of these typical activity, we had the best steak I've ate so far in Australia.

We drove to Brisbane. It wasn't a long journey thou. Shorter than me going to Ipoh from KL. Just in case you need to estimate the distance. Or even shorter than going to Geelong from Melbourne. Short enough? Well, I finally get to drive a car in Australia. Hahaha!!! Anyway, Brisbane wasn't that fun after all. It's just another city. Nothing special thou. Well it was a good trip besides Brisbane seriously has a problem with it's town planning. Especially it's road. Gave us so much problem. ><" Well, I don't think I wanna go back to Brisbane again. It's too dead, I mean quiet.

To see what we did in Queensland? Check out my Facebook of course. =)

Papa and mama is coming to Melbourne soon. More trips and more travels. Ngek ngek!!

Well, I can see what I'm gonna write in my next post dy. On the way. I know I know, I rant too much lately. = 3=

Road That I'd Take

Road That I'd Take

Why did I insist I would write this entry? I don't know why either. But I just feel like this is something that I have to put it in somewhere. If you don't feel like reading it, just tap on the "X" mark top right, in case you're a Mac user, tab on the "X" top left. Otherwise, bare with me. I wonder if I should really blog about it. Hmm...

Over the month, too many good things happened to me as well as bad. Sometimes it feels like fairy tale or perhaps they were dreams. In the end, I'll still have to wake up. The feeling came back, once again. It's like the bond between me with people is so fragile that it might break anytime. I just feel like I'm so alone. Sometimes, don't even know who to go to. It's not that I don't have friends. I do. I have a lot of friends. But, at this moment, no matter what I do, I'm afraid it might affect the friendship and it will be gone forever. Therefore, I'm reluctant to move or even do anything. It's like no matter what I do it's not right. Not right at all. I don't know what to do.

People are not like what I used to think they are anymore. People are now more complicated, far more complicated than I've ever thought. Feeling tells. 

Apart of that, my life is a mess. Big mess. I don't know where I'm going, I don't know where I'm gonna be. I'm lost. Once again. My relationship, friendship, life, career, study, everything is so messed up. Seriously. I don't know if I should stay. I don't know if anyone wants me to stay. I don't know where I belong. I belong no where perhaps. This is so terrifying. It's scaring me so much.

Anyway, I might be leaving the country in two months time. I wonder how would it like for me to go through these two months. Well, I do have a choice. The choice that I'm reluctant to take is to continue study by spending more and more money from my family to stay here. I couldn't be selfish. My parents are getting old, my sister needs to live a life. A life of her own without have to worry about me.I wonder, how far can I go with my qualification now. I doubt it. Perhaps, I shall consider about continuing. But I doubtmy ability to study too. Anyway, life is full of choices. Too many choices that I'm afraid to take.I used to regret about what I didn't take, now I'm afraid I'd be scared by what I've take.

No one could help me, like one of my mentor always say. I shall take a serious consideration and think about what I should do, not affect by anyone, anything. I need a peace of mind.

I'll have update about my GC trip later. Till then. さよなら~