Speaking Through My Heart

Speaking Through My Heart

I woke up this morning, all sad and gloomy. The feeling of emptiness and lonesomeness got to me so much that I almost cried. Well, I did cried in the car. Teared to be precise. Sis is leaving to Jakarta next Monday. It feels like I'm gonna be all by myself after her departure. Because she has always been there for me. No matter what, anything urgent, the first one who will come to my mind is her. I don't know what I'm gonna do without her. All by myself. Everyone said I'll be fine, since I left her to Melbourne alone. It's different. She'll still have my back even if I'm in Melbourne. But this time is different. I just feel different.

Me and parents never really get along. Especially since I've gotten this job, they had been complaining about it so so so so much. I know. It's out of concern about my safety. But I can't help, because this job has given me sucha freedom and opportunity that I know I'll never get it else where.

A month ago, I got myself into some situation. It wasn't suppose to be like that actually. It was suppose to be just a short one, but I got so serious with it. It's not right. Well, I know. I shouldn't have.

Never Look Back

Never Look Back

Talking about being friend. I'm fortunate to have had my two BFFs. Yea, they've been with me and always by my side. Good or bad. We fought some time ago. But it's all good now. I'm glad. Really. Can't bear to not be friends with someone like him and her. We're close with each other. Even our family, we know each other's family well enough. We care. Somehow, we're just like siblings. Brother sisters. How do you define BFF? To me, they are more than just friends, they are family.

How do you actually classify your friend?

Some people are just not meant to be anything in your life. Not even acquaintance. They are just not worth it.

"We've come a long way since that day
And we will never look back, at the faded silhouette~"