Boy, Please. ♥

Boy, Please. ♥

Everytime when I hear this song, it reminds me of a period of time where I think sisterhood is the most precious assets I've got. Thank you all of you who went through it with me. I'm grateful. You girls are the best thing God have gave me up till now. ♥


"After getting drunk, I cried
Waiting for you in front of your house
The fire inside the house
Seeing you with him, it's hard to breathe
Focus your eyes on her, kissed her
Holding her to fall asleep
I really hate you
I bite my lips, swallowed the tears
Standing here like a crazy girl

I wish it was only you
Forever it's you
Tears fall, sitting here hesitating to call you
I call
I just don't get it, get it
Why don't you get  it, get it
Please don't laugh looking at that person
Please don't kiss that person
Cuz you're the cheater, a liar
and a killer

If I close my eyes Baby
I still think you're by my side
Your breath, your love, inside of me
I will get away from your hold
Rain will wash away the separation
The memories I want to erase
To somewhere far into the darkness
Taking along the tears of pain

I wish it was only you
Forever it's you
Tears fall, sitting here hesitating to call you
I call
I just don't get it, get it
Why don't you get  it, get it
Please don't laugh looking at that person
Please don't kiss that person
Cuz you're the cheater, a liar
and a killer

The cigarette smoke between
You can go
It carved deeper in me
I cannot forget you
Oh Boy

Come back to me again

Screaming like crazy, I love you only
It was wrong sending you away
I regret and I wish
I wish
I just don't get it, get it
Why can't you get it, get it
Please don't hold that person in your arms
Please don't love that person
Cuz you're the cheater, a liar
and a killer
Oh Baby, I need you
You took my love
and killed it boy
You took my love
You took my love
and killed it boy
You took my love
and killed it boy
Don't do it
You took my love
and killed it boy
Why my heart cries
Oh Boy, (It's) like you killed me
You took my love
and killed it girl
Baby you killed it
Please don't leave me"

You girls know who you are. We cried, we laughed, we played, we fooled around. Those were the prettiest memories I had.

Back To Realife

Back To Realife

Yea, my long long long long long summer holiday has come to an end. Too much drama, too much tears, too much laughter, too much stories. Too much too much.

My body, my mind, my soul. Everything is mind dying and exhausting. It takes time I guess, it takes time to get everything back in place. Like how it should be, but not used to be.

Throughout the holiday, I cherish and treasure each and every single moment of it. It will stay forever.  I love all of them. Good or bad.

Back to the life here, it's like back to a real life. Life with work, reality and actuality. Time to really study, work and study and work and study and work......etc. LOL

It's been 2 weeks. Class just started, things are approaching. Assignments, projects, exams. This is also my final semester by the way. But still deciding about which convocation to take. How about decide with the amount of people who is willing to come to my convo? But it seems to be kinda pathetic to ask: Is there's anyone care to come for my convocation? =D Isn't it? Anyway, will just decide depending on my parents. LOL. Can't wait for my graduation. But before that, will have to go through some painful process- Assessment. Pray hard for me alright? <3

Well. Life had been up and down to me. Like everyone said, life is a roller coaster. Without those up and downs, I wouldn't know who is really there for me and who is meant for me to treasure for my whole life. What I want and how do I want it to be, it is all depend on me. It's my choice after all. Thou, choices are not made by me only. I've seen people, good and bad. This is life. People come by, people go away. Some will stay, some don't. Whether they gave me a good experiences or bad ones, I thank you for coming into my life. Without them, I wouldn't know what is the best for me. And I'm treasuring what I have now. I'm grateful. 

"You are the master of your own destiny."

I Have Friends. They Don't.

I Have Friends. They Don't.

I have a friend, L. He just got back with his ex.

I have a friend, H. She is hell of a bitch.

I have a friend, K. He is just so pathetic.

L

He broke up with the current long time ago because he cheated on her. He deserve it anyway. He's been telling me how remorse he is. He regretted for doing it. He just can't help. I think he should never be forgiven. But, I just can't bare seeing my friend in grief. I gave him a hand, and they got back together as a couple a month ago.

H

I never like her. It was fine when I first met her. But in a way, I feel weird with the way she act in front of me and behind me in front of my friends, especially guys. Her eyes. I don't know, but it seems like a lot of people hate her. Not just me. She's not a friend.

K

He is a very good friend of mine. Love talking to him.

L & H

They were friend too. When he told me about the remorse, he told her too. I've heard about it. But he said he hated her and never talk. That's what he told me. But you betrayed and lied to me.

K & H

He likes her. But she don't. Pathetic. She told him about L's remorse.

Me & L & H & K

L felt grateful to me laying a helpful hand. K thought H was that angel. L lied to me about him and H just to get me to help. How convenient. I never blame K. It's not his fault. I regretted helping L. I wonder if he even told H about his hatred to me.

Now I see.

"7,516,800 vs 24,019,200"
=P 

Swear Too Much?

Swear Too Much?

I've been swearing too much lately and everyone has been bugging me complaining that I shouldn't be like this bla bla bla. Being too stress about assignment and life isn't good enough to be the reason to explain my did? Swearing, an action expressing anger. Isn't this the way human being created to express how they feel? Otherwise, why would vulgar words or even this word 'swearing' ever exist? Why did people wanna hide or even being vague about writing or even saying that word? f***, fxck, effing, fking....etc This is just so pointless.

I don't understand!

Anyway, that was a wise advise. I accept but just wondering about this for some time. Please allow me to say this for the last time.

"FUCK!!!!!!!!!!!!"

Man is Forever Just Man II

Man is Forever Just Man II

How should I put this? I always see people copying forward message on their blog. I kinda think it's stupid actually. In fact, I'm doing this today. LOL. Well I'll be better I guess cause i'm gona translate this to you. How generous I am. *Angel charm*

当他不爱你时，无论过去他是否爱过后来却忘了，又或者是否是从未爱过。当你无法成为他心里的那个人时，他的心便不会记得你。虽然他知道你深爱他，但他寧可选择装作是不知道。

When he has no feeling on you, no matter he love you before or not, when you're not the person in his heart, he wouldn't remember you. Eventhough he knows that you love him, but he rather pretend not knowing about it. (What a coward action!)

当他不爱你时，请不要在你不开心，或者是遇到麻烦而彷徨的时候去打搅他。他那儿绝对不是你此刻应该的去处。也许他会在接到你的电话的时候，淡淡地安慰你几句，却也仅此而已。也许你会再想要一点什么，于是说：“我们见面吧。”而他肯定心有烦躁了。当他不爱你的时候，你的爱，你的人，就会显得廉价许多。你佔了下风，这是人的本性。他会说：“好，不过我现在有点事情。晚点的时候你再给我电话吧。或者我给你电话也可以。”而你这时千万不要当真，他只是找了个不是很高明的理由来搪塞你。请，不要真的去等，不要骗自己。

Whe he has no feeling to you, please do not look for him when you're in trouble or feeling miserable, because he is not where the place you should go for. Even if you give him a call, he will just simply comfort you a bit and thats it. Maybe you would wana meet up, but he will feel annoyed. When he is totally not into you, your love and your person become so shameful, and you're on the downside, this is human behaviour. We might say:" Why not? But I'm on to something. Can you give me a call or I'll call you later?" Please don''t believe in what he said because he just found a brilliant excuse to turn you off. Please NEVER wait for his call. (Again Man is COWARD! no offence here ya.^^)

当他不爱你时，请不要与他讲你的琐事，也许此刻，你不过是希望让彼此更熟悉一些。只是，他却无暇更是没有兴趣去瞭解你。他也很快会忘记的，就如他忘记你的生日，你的地址，你的电话一样。没有爱，于是你注定挤不进他的生命。即使，你要的哪怕只是一个很小很小的角落。

When he has no feeling to you, please do not tell him about your life trivia. Maybe at this moment your only hope is to make each other more closer, but, he would never have interest to know about it. Moreover, he will forget things about you, your birthday, your house address, even your phone number. Without love, you could hardly be in their life either, even you only wish for a tiny place in his heart, (How cruel man can be, don't think girls will do that. We will still remember the things. Memory is still memory.)

当他不爱你时，请不要在他的面前流眼泪，不要在生病的时候告诉他。他无法给予你照顾和关心。至多是同情一下，而，请骄傲的你，不要放弃本来属于你的骄傲。虽然太多的人，在爱的面前丟失了太多。连站起来的勇气都没有。

When he has no feeling to you, NEVER EVER cry in front of him, don't tell him that you're sick. He won't care about it, only sympathy. You, who charm, please do not let away your pride! Some people just let go so many things for love and hurt themselve so badly. Even loses the courage to move on. (How pathetic one lady can be. )

I read about this when I was doing some research long time ago. But this is kinda true I think. Not that I have been through this thou but I can feel the pain in it. Real pain.

"Man can be caring but cruel at the same time."

PS: Please read both the mandarin (if you could) and english as well. I copied the mandarin one and I translated it into english. MY EFFORT!

5 Facts about Man

5 Facts about Man

About man:

1. A man can lie without realizing himself lying.

2. A man can say words that are hurtful.

3. A man is unpredictable.

4. A man has ego.

5. A man is forever just A MAN.