Gold Coast and Brisbane Getaway

Gold Coast and Brisbane Getaway

Well, again, I should have blog this a week ago since I came back from Queensland for almost a week already. 

This is one of the trips that I spent the most in my life. In Ringgit I mean. Well, it wasn't that bad in terms of AUD. LOL. We should've just spend $179 for our flight only, instead we spent $379 for it just because of the stupid and not trustworthy Tiger Airway got suspended till end of July. We got to get another flight back from Brisbane, which cost us 3 times more expensive than what we bought previously. Screw them!!!

Anyway, the trip started with Surfers Paradise. Well, it does has a lot of surfers over there. But I didn't really get to go to the beach at all. XD. Of course, coming to Gold Coast you have to go to Theme Park and Worlds. We did went to Sea World and Movie World. Rides, rides ,rides and shows, shows, shows. Apart of these typical activity, we had the best steak I've ate so far in Australia.

We drove to Brisbane. It wasn't a long journey thou. Shorter than me going to Ipoh from KL. Just in case you need to estimate the distance. Or even shorter than going to Geelong from Melbourne. Short enough? Well, I finally get to drive a car in Australia. Hahaha!!! Anyway, Brisbane wasn't that fun after all. It's just another city. Nothing special thou. Well it was a good trip besides Brisbane seriously has a problem with it's town planning. Especially it's road. Gave us so much problem. ><" Well, I don't think I wanna go back to Brisbane again. It's too dead, I mean quiet.

To see what we did in Queensland? Check out my Facebook of course. =)

Papa and mama is coming to Melbourne soon. More trips and more travels. Ngek ngek!!

Well, I can see what I'm gonna write in my next post dy. On the way. I know I know, I rant too much lately. = 3=

Road That I'd Take

Road That I'd Take

Why did I insist I would write this entry? I don't know why either. But I just feel like this is something that I have to put it in somewhere. If you don't feel like reading it, just tap on the "X" mark top right, in case you're a Mac user, tab on the "X" top left. Otherwise, bare with me. I wonder if I should really blog about it. Hmm...

Over the month, too many good things happened to me as well as bad. Sometimes it feels like fairy tale or perhaps they were dreams. In the end, I'll still have to wake up. The feeling came back, once again. It's like the bond between me with people is so fragile that it might break anytime. I just feel like I'm so alone. Sometimes, don't even know who to go to. It's not that I don't have friends. I do. I have a lot of friends. But, at this moment, no matter what I do, I'm afraid it might affect the friendship and it will be gone forever. Therefore, I'm reluctant to move or even do anything. It's like no matter what I do it's not right. Not right at all. I don't know what to do.

People are not like what I used to think they are anymore. People are now more complicated, far more complicated than I've ever thought. Feeling tells. 

Apart of that, my life is a mess. Big mess. I don't know where I'm going, I don't know where I'm gonna be. I'm lost. Once again. My relationship, friendship, life, career, study, everything is so messed up. Seriously. I don't know if I should stay. I don't know if anyone wants me to stay. I don't know where I belong. I belong no where perhaps. This is so terrifying. It's scaring me so much.

Anyway, I might be leaving the country in two months time. I wonder how would it like for me to go through these two months. Well, I do have a choice. The choice that I'm reluctant to take is to continue study by spending more and more money from my family to stay here. I couldn't be selfish. My parents are getting old, my sister needs to live a life. A life of her own without have to worry about me.I wonder, how far can I go with my qualification now. I doubt it. Perhaps, I shall consider about continuing. But I doubtmy ability to study too. Anyway, life is full of choices. Too many choices that I'm afraid to take.I used to regret about what I didn't take, now I'm afraid I'd be scared by what I've take.

No one could help me, like one of my mentor always say. I shall take a serious consideration and think about what I should do, not affect by anyone, anything. I need a peace of mind.

I'll have update about my GC trip later. Till then. さよなら~

Sotong-ness

Sotong-ness

Woke up in the morning, had my light breakkie prepared by Ronald before he left for work and I'll be waiting for JY to come back from work. Fell asleep while waiting. JY came back and we were planning to go lunch with Lionel and Karen since Lionel is coming over to pick up his house spare key. When Lionel shove down his car window, shucks! He can't get the window up. Went back to his place and we still can't get it fix. Need some tools. Me and JY walked to Autobarn near by with my heels. ><" Well, I fell couple of times. But not that embarrassing. Anyway, the tools we got could not be used. We all went back to the shop again. Bought second box of it still couldn't be use. Oh, and JY was so blur, he didn't bring his wallet. They still can't get the window fix, no choice but to wait until the next day because it was a Sunday. Then Lionel send us back to King. The best thing was, we haven't had anything since 2pm and it was suppose to be my lunch with them and end up nothing go into my stomach. ><" When we reach 1202, then only I realize I left my wallet in Lionel's car. Doossh~ How blur both of us. 

We went for dinner after that. I think that was the most wonderful thing ever happened that night. We went to Guhng. Dinner was fantastic. The wagyu is so awesome, add up with some cold noodle and a kimchi hotpot. Yum yum yum~ I had dessert as well, it was green tea ice cream with tempered chocolate. Heaven~ I had fun. Thanks to my Sotong. 

We couldn't be blur more than ever. Best PIC. ♥

For you, V

For you, V

I know you're reading this. Or perhaps I'm being a bit perasan. But yea. I'm not angry or mad at all. I'm so happy, seriously. You guys are made for each other. She deserve someone like you. Wish you happiness and live happily ever after. Better watch your back.

Cheers,
Ly

"What goes around, comes around."

Once Upon A Time

Once Upon A Time

Ever since that day. I already forget what is it like to be indulge in somebody's arm being pampered. I already forget what is it like to be somebody's something. I already forget what is it like being love and adore. I already forget what is it like to be with you. I even forget what is it like to be in love.

As much as I want to live an ordinary life, I find myself couldn't escape the fact that life is dramatic and cruel. I learned to be on my own, I learned to weigh my friends more, I learned to be happy by myself, I learned to trust myself. This is a lesson of life.

Apart of that, I've seen faces. Like hypocrites, which I find it amusing when they are talking to me. Seriously hillarious. When you're telling too much lies, there's consequences. Which end up to be called a hypocrite, liar, or cheater. LOL. Well, I also realise, people usually gets along with people who are similar. What I'm saying is, hypocrite will always get another hypocrite. And they will live happily ever after. Sounds like a fairytale for them. Are they really gonna be happy living behind a mask? Or you can only be true in that way? I ponder. At least I can't. Truth is truth, you can't only believe what you want it to be true. So, get a life. Oh, you guys are having a life, perhaps. I could never live in it. Haha. 

Cut the crap. What I need now, is a job. So that, I can support my own living and continue stay here. Another issue is, I needs to decide what I want to do after this. A Law degree? Or a Master in Communication? Hard choice. Anyway, I'm taking a Japanese language course next month onwards. Wishing that, I could go to Japan one day. Near future if possible. Well, I'm planning for a vacation end of the year. Actually I'm living a life nothing different from a holiday. No aims, no objective, no target, nothing. But, plenty of stuff to sort out. I'll sort it out soon. Very soon. Tell you guys more soon.

Before that, let me tell you a story:

"Mr Hypocrite and Mrs Hypocrite finally have their fairytale came true. Poor Mr Hypocite W, can't get what he want. Finally they have a new company, Mr Hypocrite F. And they live happily ever after. The End~"