The Royal Wedding

The Royal Wedding

Everyone had been talking about it for the past two days. Prince William and Catherine Middleton's wedding, The Royal Wedding. Everyone had been in the mood of "fairy tale", "princess dream come true" and fantasies status. Everyone is fantasizing a prince on the white horse in real life. But the wedding is nothing like that. It wasn't my fairy anyway. I don't like the dress, I don't like the setting of the wedding, it is kinda ordinary to me. Well, I prefer Princess Diana's dress more. Anyway, the wedding was a massive event that Youtube has live telecast. Well, I watched half way and turned it off cause it's kinda boring. But I do enjoy the songs on Youtube for this massive event.

Well, I have my own version of "fairy tale", "dream come true" fantasy about my future wedding. But it wouldn't be real unless I met my PRINCE.

Oh! About the one who was once with me for, 9 months? We are officially apart. I mean we broke up. Anyway, it wasn't as bad as I thought it would be living without one person's present. Well, he wasn't really here physically anyway. So it was more to a virtual and mental kinda relationship after all. Or perhaps, we are more like summer love. I am not complaining but it is something to me thou. Really.

Back to my fantasy. I always wanted a garden wedding. A garden wedding in Guam with sea view and with me wearing a vintage wedding dress and my groom a vintage suit. Entering the place with horse carriage or a vintage car. I wish there's just me and my groom, our family and a few close friends. The ceremony is held by a priest asking:

"Do you take Lily Thong for your lawful wedded wife, to live in the holy estate of matrimony? Will you love, honour, comfort, and cherish her from this day forward, forsaking all others, keeping only unto her for as long as you both shall live?"

And he shall reply with "I do" followed by the vow:

"I take thee to be my wedded wife, to have and to hold from this day forward, for better for worse, for richer for poorer, in sickness and in health, to love, honour, and cherish, 'til death do us part, and thereto I plight thee my troth."

A light peck on the lips along with the music of violin and piano. Everyone held a round of applause and best wishes to us.

Followed by a garden party with me and the groom having the first dance of the night. ♥

Well well well, I'm really fantasizing. Anyway, a Dream Come True song to share here.

This is Life

This is Life

It's not about the money money money~ 

Money can't buy us happiness~

This is not a post about money. Well, it's more about life. Life is a serious matter. You only live one time. You only do things one time, even if you do it again, it wouldn't be the same either because it is already a different time. So, you gotta be responsible to what you did, what you said, and the way you act. Everything has it's consequences. That is also why Karma exist. Everything you do, is not just gonna affect yourself, but also people around you. Not just physically but also mentally, at worst it will also affects people and yourself for life. A matured person should always be aware of what you are doing. 

Besides that, being a matured person is influence by the people around you. You might think that you're grown up and thinking maturely, but, you won't realize even if you are childish because that is what you think you are right at that moment when you did something. Maybe saying this and writing this, somebody may call me childish as well. But well. At least I face the fact and not live in denial and thought everything will be alright by not facing it. Get it the hard way is better than not acknowledging the facts.

"Life is not a joke. You gotta be responsible to how you act, what you did, and what you said."

Spend Spend Spend!!!

Spend Spend Spend!!!

I'm being sexual abused, by paintballs. Rawr!!! Bruises everywhere!!! I presume I can wear my shorts or dress in 2 weeks time. They are just so ugly. But compare to what I had a year ago on my thigh, these are nothing, besides the quantity is higher. =P

Easter holiday started. My massive expenditure started too. I've been spending so so so so much while I'm low in income. LOL. Well, I still maintained but just low. Should start saving up for Paragliding, skydiving, Gold Coast trip... etc. Gosh! Too much!!! >.< But it's my last year in Kangarooland, what to do? 

I've been back for only two months, but I did so much that I am enjoying my life here so much (except some depressing parts). I went to Mornington Peninsula, Sorrento Dolphin Swim, Disney Exhibition, nice dinner, Paintball, etc. I just love my friends here so much. ♥ 

Here's some pictures for your eyes.

I've got more and more picture of cause. Go to Facebook la diu. =P

Lost But Not Found

Lost But Not Found

After being happy for getting back my anklet, life is not always being happy and fortunate. This time I lost my baby. Yes, I lost my baby. What I meant was my baby camera. My very first self-bought camera. I can't believe I lost it. Like I said previously, it's gone and it's forever. It's been disturbing me for a few days. It's my very precious thing. 

It's been like that lately. One gone missing and follow by another. It sucks. Especially when the feeling of it will be gone forever and not seeing it ever again strikes. It's been really frequent lately. That feeling really sucks! 

What happen that day was, I was suppose to bring it out, and I left it at home. It's like a sign. But I went back for it, because I thought it would be an memorable event to take picture. I brought it along. Was taking pictures in Kenyo's, having fun. Took a cab. I was the last to get down. The last time I remember was, I wasn't holding it anymore. 

That night, I was feeling so so so miserable. Not knowing where did I misplaced it. The next morning, the first thing I did was call all the cab company in Melbourne. Trying my luck. Next thing is I walked to the police station and lodge a police report. 

"Some things, you will just lose it forever. No matter how hard you tried to keep it."

Lost & Found

Lost & Found

Friday was really funny. I got my anklet back from KL since Debbie was back 5 days ago. She brought it back to me, fixed. I was more than happy to have it back. I was looking at it and checking the broken part if it's fixed properly. Then the next thing I remember was me looking at Debbie's new bought ring and bracelet. After that I pack up, put away the book on my bed and threw away rubbish. 

After 3 days, I was looking into my jewelry box admiring what I have inside. I finally realize my lil anklet is not there. That gets me really anxious and scared. I looked all around the drawer and inside the box, but I still can't find it anywhere near. I start searching all over the room. I sat on The floor and started to tears. Im really sad at that time. Losing something that i treasure so so much. Suddenly I thought about Debbie cleaning the room that day and she vacuumed and threw the rubbish. I went out start searching in the big trash bin for the bag of trash she threw away that day. I looked inside, it wasn't there. Talk about disappointment and desperation, I even open up the vacuum cleaner and took out the dust bag. It wasn't in there either. It was really disappointing and heart breaking. I took out the bag of dust to the bug trash bin. My instinct told me it should be somewhere near waiting for me to pick it up. I put away the dust and starting looking into the bag of trash Debbie threw away again. It was there. It's really there. I was shivering the moment when I thought I'll never have it back again, just like what is gone. 

"Hope? I'll give it a pass and just wait and see what the future holds for me. =)"